KonradCurzis

Knowing doesn't erase the lies
The torture or the pain
Of the years of abuse
I chose to inflict upon
You who who are so wondrous
Amazing beautiful and inspiring
That when I had you
When we both were no one's
Just each others hands
That I the fool ruined
The good and the whole
Not only between us
And all that made US
But so deep was my poison
That all remaining within you
Is broken shattered diseased
To whatever powers may be
Assist me in making amends
Reverse at least a bit
Of the damage that I
A king of demons and devils
Inflicted on my One

~Konrad Curzis~

predispositioned thoughts of a sleepless boy

random rants and ravings
  wihtout revisions remorse or reconsideration
strength surfacing and suprizing
  detailing spoken stories or superstitions
training tone and treble
  always tantalizing tales or terrors

a pub and a bar wont ever take you very far

whats the meaning if those with all
the answers are the ones asking
us for all of the answers

a body in motion stays in motion
a body at rest stays at rest
a body without balance of motion and rest
a body doomed to deteriorate and break down at best

i swing and i swing
only swatting at flies
i pause fora  moment
i see the glove coming
and the harder i try
the more force behind the blow

do not poke or prod the bear
laying dormant at peace
for the power of fury and wrath
is a rare power available to all

sleep the destination?
no. sleep is a tool
a crafting material
for creating and surviving
this thing called life

lost and i flip the switch
jump drop turn around
back to start

shaking
faking
blurring
yearning
my vision
my mission
renewed
restored
so lost
hi cost
annoyed
destroyed